my life
in a nutshell these days
work home sleep work home sleep work home sleep work home sleep work home sleep
WEEKEND
repeat

been so busy with josh's band, trying to stay on a diet (counting calories), trying to have a life with burt and josh and burts kids, and the aformentioned work... it is hard to have time to stop and think
stop and listen to what is in my head

the only reason i have time to type right now is because burt is on a business trip in chicago, josh is in his room hanging out, i have no place to go to or be right this second and it is too early to go to bed.
sad state of affairs for the blog

paid my last car payment today, this is a turning point for me i hope because my car payment was $400 a month. that is a nice chunk of change to not have to pay out each month.
lots of stuff coming up this summer.
josh will be away essentially from june 25th thru aug 15. back here and there on weekend days, and one week of it we will all be out of state together at burts family cottage at the beach.

i keep thinking someday around the corner i am going to get a handle on my life, my bills will be caught up and there wont be any backlog of paperwork to go thru.
wont be any time right away tho.