how the hell can things be so good
how the hell can things just change up so much that they are so different
and so loving and caring and fun and exciting?
what did i do right along the way to have this?

i am NOT arguing at all.

just had a great evening with my new guy and his kids and my kid
everyone got along. it was GREAT
there is no other word for it.

i will miss him tonight, but i know there are things that have to be done, like getting up for work and school, and i know that i will be with him again tomorrow evening

again i say, how the hell did this just drop into my lap?
damn i am lucky!

ok i will stop ranting now.... although.... i really do feel freaking lucky.

i have lost my voice tho, probably those screams of anger when i got into my car at 5 that blew it away.... just took all night to catch up with me.
freakin software decisions..... hate them!