so so so so freaking happy with burt
cant tell you how happy i am
we all spent the weekend together, he and his kids and me and mine
and we all get along so great and it all feels so natural
i cant explain but i just KNOW it is right.

came home today to an ominous box outside my door
wondered if it were something from zeke because i was expecting him to drop off a banner from the kids gig last month.
but no, upon closer inspection, it was a box filled with everything that i ever gave jim

in retrospect, i think, why didnt he just throw them away if he did not want to have them around the house anymore... what was the point of sending them back to me.
i am SO glad that i was not here when he dropped them off
i will not respond to this at all
i feel slighted but i also realize that if this is how he handles things, then it was certainly not a good match at all

i am not however deceived this time around, i know what i feel and how different it is for me this time.

i am trying to get my papers ready for my taxes, accountant coming tomorrow night ... nothing like waiting till the last minute.

and i HAVE to go thru my mail ..... eek!