they days fly by lately
soooo much to do all the time
i think often of how it used to be, and tho i was not so tired
i was certainly sad alot
and tho i was not constantly busy
i was also not happy the way that i am today
this is the first full day that burt and i have not seen each other since we started dating and i got back from colorado.
it is weird not to have him here or me be there.
but tonight it just did not work out
josh and i had cub/scout commitments and burt was going to see a movie with his son at a time that was not convenient for me to come too
and it was the opening weekend for the movie and that sort of crowd is not my thing at all
so josh and i did 5 loads of laundry instead
tomorrow another busy day
josh is in his first stage band competition and i am excited for him
it is just in enfield so i will go up to watch the band play, but they will be there all day long
next weekend burt and i are going with the band to university of new hampshire for the other competition.
looking forward to that too.
tomorrow i get to meet burts father, i am a bit nervous but hey, what ya see is what ya get with me
so i guess i can only be myself.