so there i was
thinking that all the creativity has gone out of my body these days
thinking what i was like just one year ago when i started this blog
and thinking of one of the reasons i started it
caleb potter's blog
and i went to go check the big green page as i do every day that i go onto my computer and there is black letters .... caleb wrote on the blog himself
wow what a great day
what a great thing for me to see, to read
this boy (man) who had such a horrific head injury (among other things) who i feared would not make it some days
there were his words on the blog, i think for the first time other than a few words he typed a long time ago.
it was very uplifting to read his words and to know that he is out there appreciating me for reading what his mom has to write about their lives.
and i do
i do appreciate it all
cheers to caleb
and cheers to me
for making it thru a very long year with a very tough start
for cementing some friendships
for realizing my potential
for accepting my flaws and trying to deal with them
for braving the storm of what ever came my way
and for landing upright
in the end of the 12 months
with a wonderful man who is all i ever wanted
and who treats me with kindness and love

the road has been a long one
seems like much more than a year
but i am a much better person for everything that i went thru
for all the feelings i felt and all the tears that i shed

and thank you
for anyone who still reads my words