vacation is so close
i can almost taste it

it is so odd for me since i met burt
everything just works
everything is just natural with him
i dont count days any more till i can see him because i can always see him
i dont keep track of months with him because it does not matter, we are together and we want to be forever, so who cares how many months we have been together.
we always look to the future, we dont look back and dwell
the future is bright

josh and i dont fight nearly as much these days since fluffy is gone.
i know that tensions ran HIGH with all the problems that were caused
now they are not there anymore.
very odd and very sad but it was time

vacation is the cape, as usual
and we leave on saturday around 2pm and will get there by dinner
and we stay till wednesday
just a short vaca but i look forward to being with the man i love at the place i love so very much

looking forward to it.
very very much