i am on a mission today, 5 loads of laundry, color my hair, go thru paperwork to get ready for taxes on monday.... pay bills, ugh!
plus do my mom's shopping and my shopping and fill mom's pill box

i have about 5 hours to do it all.... and it CAN be done.

things are going really well with burt
jim contacted me yesterday via email, and it kind of ruffled me
i mean i know that if i was not with burt i would be right back with jim, waiting, again.
he is a great guy, he is just not in a position to have a girlfriend
he cant devote enough time.
and to want me back in the same situation again is very selfish of him.
i do not feel like i wasted any time with jim
i feel it all happened for a reason and taught me lessons i needed to learn
i know i would not be in the place that i am right now if i did not go thru the last 6 months the way that i did.
so many wonderful things have happened to me in the last year.
how do we end up in the places we end up? lucky, fate? who knows

all i know is that i am in a relationship now that is what i always wanted a relationship to be, our kids get along with each other and he and i get along very well too.

well i am off to complete my mission....