weird day yesterday
lots of weird things happening
i am on vaca and things still seem surreal
i am still in awe of this new relationship and how freaking great it is.
and i have all this time on my hands this week to do what ever i want.
heard from eeyore last night
funny, he im'd me and we talked for about 15 minutes
turns out he is still thinking about me after all this time
and might get a job in windsor locks
i told him that i was sorry it did not work out for us but i am in a different place now, a better place and i am very happy with the relationship i am in.

kind of a nice feeling that i am 'the one that got away'
to someone. well i am pretty sure that zeke and jim might think that too
but hell.... people need to snap out of it and realize what they have when they have it
they need to act appropriately and not take people for granted.
even tho all those relationships ended on my terms, if i had stayed with any of them, it would not have been the right thing to do
what i am doing now is the right thing to do
burt is the one