it is amazing how just writing how i feel about something really 'gets it off my chest' and i feel that i have dealt with it, at least for now.
i go thru spurts of wanting to write.
sometimes it is poetry and sometimes (most times) it is just ranting about what i am feeling and what i am going thru.
school starts in two days, and i am aprehensive knowing what we went thru last year.
i hope that he is more mature and takes things more seriously
but i have to be prepared for him not to be.
and that sucks for me
we go school shopping for binders etc tonight. next week all the meetings start up again and then life is as hectic as it always was.
have to mindfully keep making the best of the weekends so that they feel like time off.
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Cherish these times with Josh. The time just goes too fast. If you are hard on him with his grades and school you are doing it to give him more opportunities. Look for ways to teach him to be disciplined and focused, all from a place of love. When he gets more on his own and uses those skills without you being there to prod, he will thank you. It just might not come until then, but it will.
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