at the beach finally after all the packing and the heat ... now we get to relax.
i have creative things with me, watercolors and writing....
everything is put away and we dont have any responsabilities today
just get to sit and relax.
going for a walk..

back from the walk, the shipwreck on our beach is quite visible and very cool. burt got into an altercation with some guy taking peices off of it. he said 'what are you doing this has been here for a hundred years' it was a slight altercation but an altercation none the less.... i just hope they are not the people who are renting matt's place....eek!

so i want to transpose what i wrote in a little journal the last time i was here a month ago.
put it up here so that i can show what i am going thru trying to be creative and express my creativity.
everyone is on the deck playing hearts and i am fine in here. i am making sure that i have alternate things to do and places to go for when the hecktic starts happening. i am not good at dealing with the stress of alot of people. tomorrow ben will be here and he is the last of our permanent visitors. but bri and kate will be here today or tomorrow for some of the week and dane will be here tonight and parker and val will be here tomorrow and maybe jonathan and maybe courtney and god only knows who else.
it is alot for me to handle and it is alot of things and people for me to process.