a sense of accomplishment today
presents are bought, made and wrapped
josh had his first taste of giving this year
even tho i gave him the money, he picked out presents for me himself this year and i think he feels accomplished as well.
i let him loose in target and he picked them out, went thru the line himself and wrapped them himself.
i dont care what they are, because i know he picked them out for me.

i also feel good because of facebook, seems funny to feel good about a service that is meant to keep in touch with people but i have connected with several people from my elementary school days that i NEVER thought i would hear from again
many are not in the area anymore which would have sealed the deal for never hearing from them again... but now i have, and it makes me feel so good.

i have also made new friends from this blog and from calebs blog... which has not had a post in several days... i hope they are well.

now, because i am done with everything i can try to enjoy these last few days before xmas.
i dont know when i will see jim but i know that i will.
and we will have our time when we get together.
i still hope not to be without him on new years but i know that if it is impossible for us to be together i know i have josh and i also know i can go to the bidwell with jean and gene.

it is early for me.... 10:19
fell asleep on the loveseat and i have a pain in my back but i hope to get right to sleep again now.