Friday, December 19, 2008

snowed in
who knows how much snow is out there. last i looked it was about 5 inches and that was when the sun was still up.
i am glad i dont have to shovel a driveway.... but i might have to do my sidewalk if they dont come out in time for us to get to josh's lesson
i am not sleepy at all again... might take a little pill to help me
josh is sleeping on the sofa and has been for about 2 hours.
i finished jim's present... now have to wrap it up, i wish i could find the hole punch.
(need it for the present) it is the first homemade present i have made in forever.... he is too hard to buy for.
i am really enjoying him... he makes quite an effort to be with me... told me today that his feeling for me are true.
i know he loves me, he is one of those men who dont say it.
it is different than with zeke where he did not say it and sometimes i did not even know if he loved me or just loved the free room and board.
where with jim i KNOW he loves me, he shows it all the time... it is just tough for him to say it.
i will let him slide... for now :)
this weekend could be hectic... or it could be enjoyable... who knows at this point... it is a crap shoot.

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