i am going to steal some words today
written by my friend sharyn on her blog
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I remind you to stop and think about what really counts in life...run your fingers over the arms of the man you love, look deeply into the eyes of your child, touch the end of another nose with yours and breathe in their breath, kiss those magical lips with meaning, and remember, remember what it feels like to love.
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how beautiful is this?
she is a beautiful person!

i cannot write like this, i dont have it in me. at least i dont think that i do.
i just trudge thru my day and write here about things i am doing and things i am going thru
but nothing is meaningful to anyone, nothing moves you ... or me for that matter.
back when i was an emotional wreck i may have written more that was deep and meaningful
but these days, not so much.

i tend to just float along. i often wonder if i should put this blog down.
the things that bother me are so small so often.
but i keep coming back to it
so i can get my feelings out in this manner.

i have bumps ahead of me on this road.
it is not smooth sailing yet! :)