well once again i will mention to all that have wanted to comment but could not because of the way you had to post a comment in the past.... i have freed it up so that anonymous people can post as well.... hint hint gloria and sally!
just click on the comments at the bottom of the post and you will be lead to a screen where you can type to your hearts content, and i hope to hear from you ....ALL!

i have a few friends, you know who you are, who read and write me a personal email instead of commenting too.

well xmas is upon us and i am in the mood, finally , i think.... maybe..... yeah, i guess i am!
i am in a good place in my head and heart these days.
have a craft fair this weekend as well as a bead party and i HOPE to make a few bucks to help pay the bills this month.
my shopping is almost done but i have some wrapping and some 'making' things still ahead of me.

jim is starting to feel better and joking alot more again... i dont like it when he is sick because
a) i cant be there to take care of him like i want to do, you know ... make soup, fluff pillows, back rubs, that sort of crap that a good girlfriend does
b) he gets grouchy, he says cranky, i say grouchy.... whatever... dont like either

i moved a few things around in my room and i am amazed at the difference... i see myself on a cleaning binge again soon. if i have time.
busy weeks ahead too, every evening has something going on.

big bummer today, jim was going to take me away for the weekend this weekend and doesnt it just figure that i have crap going on this weekend.... i NEVER have anything going on and this weekend i am at a craft fair at st. mary's episcopal church in manchester ct (hint hint to all those local) and saturday night is the torchlight parade ( parade of all the fire trucks in town decorated for xmas and then we have a giant bonfire behind town hall with 8 million pallets) and josh loves to go to that. he is a big stickler for traditions these past few years... especially at xmas.
we have a few others like going to the cemetaries on fathers day and scott's bday and sometimes on the day that he died if it is a weekend.

so i cant disapoint my kid, and in turn i am disapointed because i cant go away with jim. he said maybe we can do it in february... and no, i have no idea where he was going to take me, i did not ask because i did not want to be even more upset about not being able to go.....

and on the other hand.... i am sooooo happy with the effort he is putting forth lately..... he's a good boyfriend, i think i'll keep him!

and ps....to those who have commented lately, it was really nice to hear from new people and even more special that we are all related thru caleb potters blog!