feel like i have a cold. did all my shopping for thanksgiving day. spent more money... dammit!
relaxing with a drink, it's been a long day.
work is so hectic that when i leave lately, my head is just kinda fuzzy. does not help that i am not feeling up to par, but i get so drained from work this week, i am just a lump at the end of the day.

jean invited me out tonight and i would really like to go but i cant afford it and i am so damn tired by 8pm .... again the lump feeling. ugh!

i feel like i should be writing about my feelings but really i am doing ok lately.
i will be glad when jim is no longer sick, he is not really himself, as it is with most people.
he will not be coming to my house for thanksgiving but he will be going to his cousins in mass so i am glad he wont be alone with his daughter thinking about his mom.

i am too tired to think of things to write anymore tonight....