so up until today i was feeling odd about things since last wednesday
and i felt today that i was no longer able to see the future with jim
i could always see it so clearly but today i could not see it

and then it all turned around. we were talking on the phone around noontime, just joking and laughing and he stopped and said 'i miss you'
and then he asked me to come over tonight

i dont know if it will happen cause he is sick and might just fall asleep early but it was nice that he said those things and nice that he thought that.

i feel much better now.

work was HELL today
i am not even remotely close to caught up and i would be surprised if i am by the end of the week. certified payroll is giving me fits and i am just stuck on it right now.
would love to have it be the start of my vaca all over again.

gonna go don my winter coat and go for a walk to walk off the buffalo wild wings dinner josh and i just ate.... eek!