my head feels cluttered today
kind of like the drawers of this desk that i am trying to clear out
i hope my shower will set me straight
no church today for me, i got up too late for that. i would have to be ready and out the door in less than an hour... dont think i am capable of that today
it is my last day before vaca is over and i dont feel like rushing around.

i need desperately to come up with some excercise daily for 30 minutes. it is so hard to force myself to do anything like that.
maybe when i rearrange my room the treadmill will make more sense.... who knows.

my diet is killing me, i am not gaining but also not loosing.

well, off to the showers and i hope that i can get my head together
i also hope i get to speak to jim a few times today, that always seems to help too.