so i went to the docs today
my bp was 130/90 today, lower than yesterday with my caffeine induced jitters but still too high.
he told me to loose inches in my waist... it was not my weight that mattered it is the inches and i need to loose like 3 or more.... HA! good luck to ya on that one!

well i am undecided about what i should do for diet
i was thinking of going back to small meals keeping track of calories, using cereal, soups and pre-made meals for breakfasts and lunches and a small dinner, stay away from treats like i always do, but incorporate more fruits and veggies into it.

sounds like a good idea... but i love food so much i get so freakin hungry, not sure how that will work for me.
i might also switch to red wine because it is better for your health :)

been over a week since i have seen jim, and i miss him. the weekend is coming and i have no idea if i will see him or not. i wish that mother would just take her once in a while. i hate that.

tomorrow is my last day before vacation. nothing planned but i do hope to see jim each day even for a bit (m-f) while the kids are at school.... i hope.