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i know calm today
i am very secure and calm about the realtor
i know he is only seeing me
i know he thinks i am pretty cool
i understand what he is going thru and i am willing to wait
for things to change so that i can see him more often
my friends are still here for me to keep me occupied
i have hobbies like making jewelry
and church is started back up, and that keeps me busy and involved
i would rather be involved with church than hang around.
i was painting the shield for the float for Windsor's 375th birthday but i am done with it now
i am hoping to get another artistic project like that soon

i am getting to know my neybas a bit more and that is fun too
josh spent tonight home... this is the first friday nite he has spent home in like a year
it was nice to have him here and we got along for the most part
he still wants the new bed so he is still on a kick to clean his room so he can get rid of the bunk bed/desk contraption that we have now
i will have to look into selling it on craigslist or something like that. i would like to get a few hundred dollars for it since it is only slightly used and it cost a whole lot more than a few hundred dollars... and i have to buy a new mattress and box spring for his new bed anyway.... would be nice to fund it.

i was making a new style of earring tonight, like chain mail.... if that is how you spell it.
it is hard, made from jump rings and they are not soldered so they are not perfectly round. but they are cool

i need to get some sleep tonight..... i hope i can
nothing spectacular going on tomorrow just would like to be well rested.
i hope to see the realtor even just for a few hours at some point this weekend.
i hope.