sleepy

i am sleepy as usual this morning
but in a decent mood
i have lots of friends working on me to remember the good stuff
and not to think the worst all the time

what helps the most is remember the last contact i had with him, which is most times really good, so if i just remember that everything is fine and he is just busy and sleepy then i am good.

work is getting hectic, i have lots to do and i have branches to work with and brian told me yesterday that we have to hit the calls hard and if everything else has to go on hold then so be it.
so after today i want to be in a good place so that i can do that with him and then get to work with the branches.

evenings are getting busy and i just want the realtor to know that if he has time for me i will find the time for him.

scouts started and church starts in a week, actually meeting start this week.
so i am off to work, etc etc and i hope that i get to talk to him today....