i am feeling sad tonight
jim said that he might not have his daughter tonight so i
have my hopes up, but i have called twice since 5 and it went to vm both times.
i may as well give up hope at this point since i have not heard from him yet
he probably has her

patrick is mad at me because i did not go to the cracker barell for the happy hour for mike b visiting from the UK.
i had to do my mom's shopping and get josh to a meeting at 6:30
if they had had it at wings i would have gone for a while but it is not
and i cant feel bad about this
there is no service at the cracker barell apparently because neither mike or patrick are getting calls or texts
i tried
but failed
i feel bad about that but there was nothing i could do.

and on top of all of that, if i get a chance to see jim
hell, i am gonna take it.
unfortunately that seems to have failed as well.

well, i am used to that part, there is always another day....
and i know he misses seeing me just as much

work was hell this week and i am glad it is over
but monday i walk right into the fire that i left on my desk today
i am trying to stick to my diet and i am doing good but i want all kinds of stuff
i cant have and i am craving them

hell, isnt that always the way!