i am pissed off at myself
actually i am pissed at my phone
for some reason it was not receiving phone calls this evening... so i missed jeans call and i missed jims call.
i hate that.
first of all it seems like i am being rude, which i am not, and second what if jim was going to tell me that he did not have his daughter tonight.... i would be pissed!
i am pissed anyway
fucking phone
i have no idea why it happened either.

went to scouts tonight and they kept me around for 3 board of reviews, that took up the whole meeting time.
and then when i got home i tried to use the phone and it would not dial, so i turned it off and turned it back on and then it worked... but by then jean was probably watching big brother and i did not want to disturb her
and it was an hour after jim had called me.... and i got his vm when i called him back

argh!