so here i sit waiting to hear from him

his daughter was at her mom's and might stay the night

i am prepared with a bag packed and josh would go to mom's for the night

he said he would know by 7 and it is 6:40

this is the part i really do hate.

i know that in the future this will not be an issue but for now (however long now lasts) i have to deal with it

i know that it could fall thru tonight

i also know that i might not get to see him for 2 weeks, it has happened before... i am sure it will happen again

i just hope it works out

but i am prepared for it to not work out... i have to prepare myself for that

he could call at any minute and say he is on his way to pick up his daughter

he could also call to say she is staying at her mom's

this 50/50 thing kills me



but he is so worth the wait



no i did not ask for a raise yet, but i did finish the huge pile of adjustments today

i never never thought i would finish them all.

i still have to apply them but that is the easy part

i also still have to teach nancy how to do them so i dont have to do them anymore but that is not so easy



i am going to get to go to east lyme on oct 7th i think for the day for training of their new counter guy. that will be fun to get out, and liza and i can go to lunch that day too.

maybe on my way back thru middletown i can catch up with jim too.... it would be a great day all around.



6:48 still no word.....
7:00 still no word......
grrr