follow up

i am so happy with my neyba situation here at rivers bend
of course i have patrick who is not only a good neyba but a good friend as well down on the other street
and i have paul and his girls, and heather and her kids
we live in the best building in here, we all are divorced and we have kids and we can all relate somehow to each other.
heather put a sign in my garden yesterday that says 'pumpkin patch' and i gave her some earrings today
paul is using my motorcycle helmet since he has a bike and i dont have a boyfriend with a bike... it may as well get some use.
it is a nice little situation.
and paul and patty are really nice too.

as for the realtor, we spoke at 1 and it was a good conversation and nothing seems different at all, so i guess i did not wreck anything.... i will just go on as i usually do
i am not going to start signing emails with love.... or say it anymore at all really. i will continue with the way i have always done things. but he knows, and i think he already knew anyway.

josh and i went on a bike ride today, i will be feeling it by this time tomorrow i am sure
i made him write his thank you letters for his scholarships for CTY and he is supposed to be cleaning out the dishwasher right now but i dont hear any clanking of dishes.

jean clarified that she was not concerned about his drinking last night she was concerned with his driving. i am sorry for jumping to that conclusion. funny, i was not concerned about his driving, he drove fine.... it was not raining nearly as hard as it was when we went to enfield.... and we got there safe and sound.
but again, i am aware.... and i am keeping an eye out.
cause i have been there and done that and got the freakin t-shirt.

sally called me with sad news and i am waiting to speak to her, i have tried to call a few times and she has been on the phone. i want to be there for her.... i hope she is ok.

today was a full day
started with the realtor, then church, then lunch with josh, then the bike ride, now home......
i am feeling more and more 'together' each day. i like this feeling.
i think i will try to make jewelry tonight, i need to stock up and get the beads ready for parties cause i will have at least two before xmas.... yay!
i need money.

ahhh the sound of clanking dishes.... he is doing his chore..... what can i have him do next??