never got a return call and that makes me feel that he did have his daughter, i think if he did not he would have called more than once, or at least heard my vm and realized that my phone was malfunctioning.
so i am hoping that i did not miss that opportunity
lately it has been one day mid week and one day on the weekend and i know that could stop at any moment because the mom is crazy
i just never want to miss an opportunity to see him when i see him so infrequently.
even if i was at scouts i could have gotten josh settled and shot out to see him for a while even if just for a few hours.
it is like a long distance relationship without the distance.

work still sucks, probably will till next tuesday when cathy is back and up and running again.
i pray i dont get another shop drawing because that will just kill any progress i am making. i finally applied all the cash, and now i have a ton of credit cards to apply....i just always seem to be behind the 8 ball these days.
the bad part is the pile underneath all the regular work is all the invoices i have to 'fix' that were billed wrong.... if nancy was up to speed she could help me with them but she is not yet, so i still have to do them myself.

then next week I HAVE TO do the bank statement otherwise i will end up a month behind again.

it is alot to keep straight and so far i kinda have a handle on it all. even though i am not caught up.
tonight josh has a merit badge meeting and i have open house. i hate open house.
thurs i have a committee meeting for scouts, friday is the rehearsal for the wedding and sat, i have to paint the float in the day and the wedding is at night. sunday i have church and a jewelry party at 2...... not a moment to stop and rest.... not a moment to see jim..... not a freaking moment!!!