patrick you are the only person who ever comments on this blog....
others comment in emails and in person....

i never seem to want to write much anymore. i dont have these crazy feelings anymore like no one will ever want me or anything like that
i am quite happy with jim and things are going well.
i dont see him nearly as much as i would like but i know the deal and this is the way it will be for a while.

not sure when i will see him next ... i am hoping for the wedding.... i am actually hoping for sooner.
we only played vm tag today did not actually get to talk to him but i know he is alive and there is no reason for me to freak :)

work SUCKS
it is hectic and crazy and i am not caught up yet and i want to run screaming from the building.
they know i am working hard and dont really jump on my case when i am like this but i hate being this crazy busy.

i am sleepy but not... i will take a pill to get some rest cause i will need it tomorrow.