hey i am back! i missed my computer and i missed venting on my blog. sad but true, i needed to vent. i did some writing with an actual pencil and paper... i hate writing that way.... will translate some of it later.
suffice to say, it was yet another roller coaster of a week.... but i saw some friends, ate ALOT of carbs, read alot, watched the waves alot, go some sun and in the end the roller coaster is back on the upswing.
i did call my ex... i know, i know, you can yell at me if you want.... but i had to do it.
i missed him so much and i just wanted to tell him i was thinking of him and hoped he was doing ok... BUT i got his voicemail.. i left a message but no return call yet... that was two days ago.
well, actually about 30 minutes after i called i went to herring cove beach which has NO cell coverage at all so if he did call and did not leave a message i have no record of it. but my money is on .... no call.
but honestly i feel much better since i called and now the ball really is in his court and i am sure he is taking his ball and going home at this point... and i need to move on.
before i went away i partially signed up for match.com and eharmony.com and when i got back there are like 10 matches from eharmony.com..... i was a BIT overwhelmed.... i dont even have a pic up there yet, why would they be interested in a few words.....
i have not signed up yet because it is a good chunk of change and i am not ready for that commitment yet..... i am not ready to be committed to eharmony.com HA! funny!
will write again later.... as i have tons in my head that i need to get out.
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