yes i am doing the online dating thing and it is still scary. these people come out of nowhere and want to talk to me just based on a pic and a mere few lines i have written. nothing like what i write here, dumping my soul to you all.
just a few glib lines and they contact me.
i can only think that they all are letches and only want one thing... because naturally i do not think that anyone would want me for me, only for the physical.
it is sad that i dont think more of myself.
i am talking to a few people online and it is weird because i dont know how it is supposed to work, i dont know what i am supposed to say or do.
it is too hard to make a connection with just type.
it remains to be seen how this will all turn out but i can say that i am not thinking of freakin what's his name and i am not crying anymore.
i am feeling more feisty and alive than i have in weeks.
these are good things.
my head hurts and i would love to go to bed but i ate a cupcake at my friend jean's house for her birthday and i feel the need to work it off somehow.
i guess the treadmill and i have a date tonight.
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