and in the end
the love we take
is equal to the love
we make

for some reason that song is in my head today... maybe to calm me the hell down
i am already riled up and nothing has happened yet.
i think i am anticipating the work on my desk... and not liking it at all

i hope that today when i speak to josh he will be polite and respect me
but i am not holding my breath.... i might die.

looking forward to seeing jim soon, i hope.
no plans in the works as usual... but maybe we can start to talk about it today.
with any luck, the stars will align for us :)

i really really dont want to go to work. my eyes hurt for some reason .... i am sick, cough cough
i should stay home cough cough.....
HA! that would never happen!