up early to put streaks in my hair
so i have about 15 minutes to sit and think about things
i have another busy morning..... church, basically but i will be there till noon time i am sure.
i hope to be able to see jim but yesterday he was so pissed about his situation that i am afraid today he might shut me out for a while.
that is what he does, deals with his problems himself
and if he cant be with me, because of circumstances out of our control, he may just not call for a long time.... i dont know.
i am not holding my breath about seeing him today, it did not look good yesterday, so i dont see how things might change today.
might help laurel a bit today if i cant see jim
not sure just yet
jim always comes first....

so i sent an email and will call around 9:30 and then i wait...
i leave my days open just in case i can see him, he tried for yesterday and it fell thru
i hope he tries for today as well