so i miss jim
i soooo look forward to the future when i can see him when ever i want.
i have no idea when he will get to the point where he does not think that i will crush his heart and his daughters heart.... but i hope it is soon

had a nice evening with patrick with some wine and pasta dinner! ate enough meatballs and salad to sink a ship, but a bit of pasta too
i need to hit atkins hard.... and soon.