well the kid is his and he is down
i feel very odd and vulnerable about it all
i still feel that i could loose him at any moment....
even tho i know how he feels about me
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wrote this in my head today while seeing the foliage


crisp leaves
of browns and golds and reds
the mountains and hills that
blended into our vision all summer long
now stand out
they are speckled with candy colors
bright and sunny day
the reds are much more red than any other day
the orange much more fiery
the tall grasses that were once green and lush
are now brown and crisp under my feet
as i walk
the smell in the air is cool and refreshes me