ok first of all i will apologize for the TOO MUCH INFORMATION of last nights blog, i just wanted to share my pain with you all
(sorry to offend gene :)
anyway, good news, i dont have one of "those things" so i am ok today
jim had his daughter so i went about my business and went to see the stingrays in enfield, it was nice, lots of people there i knew so i had several people to talk to.
stayed for two sets and headed home.
i have to teach the kids tomorrow at youth group, actually i think we are making posters for the 'rock a thon'
it benefits south park inn or some food bank or something having to do with hungry people.
they get pledges and they rock in rocking chairs for 12 hours in teams of two. they like it.
it is a fun group of kids, totally sarcastic, my kind of people.
so it should be fun teaching them tomorrow
then i go to the gem show in springfield to spend my entire $37 dollars i made today (yeah i know, it sucks) plus alot more restocking my supplies so i can make more jewelry that wont sell.... seems like a redundant little circle i am in.
actually i have to get supplies for my home parties.... that way i can continue to have more of them. i think i will have at least two more before xmas.... that will help out a bit.

hoping tomorrow to get to see jim for a bit in the afternoon... but not sure just yet.
i am back in the mode that i used to be when i never saw him for like two weeks at a time... i know i will see him eventually and i know he is totally with me and i dont fear him cheating or anything silly like that.

i am sleepy but i hope i can sleep... ya know what i mean?
sometimes i just lay there for a long time. it sucks.