as i get ready for my day at work i look at where i am and think
wow, did i ever think i would have such a great guy in my life this time a year ago....
a year ago i had not met pete yet and i was still struggling with if i wanted to be with zeke forever or not
he is a great guy but just not a great boyfriend, for me really. he is too set in his ways. and not into what i was looking for in the future
pete was a train wreck in my life that needed to happen
to experience the good
and to experience the extreme hurt, i think i would not be the same person today if i was not devastated by pete in march.
weeding out the match.com-ers this spring and summer was also something i needed to do.
and thank my lucky stars that i found jim.
i had seen his profile before but because he was a smoker i did not do anything... but on that last hurrah when i contact all those people 3 days before my subscription expired, i just thought, if nothing sticks this time, i am giving up for a while.
he was the first to respond and he started emailing me and we have not stopped since ;)
last night he called me at 2:30 in the morning because he had woke from a nightmare and could not remember what the dream was.... he wanted to talk to me.
i felt so happy that he had done this.... it sounds stupid, but to be there for him when he was in a panic state, for him to get his phone from the other room and call me just to hear my voice, means alot to me.
i am off to work, have to go to westboro court today (hopefully for the last time) for small claims... i hope it is a nice day for a ride.....