just a quick one before work
getting depressed about having to wait to be let into his life.... i cant understand why god would let me meet someone who is so perfect for me and then not let me be with him
am i being punished for bad things i have done in the past.... i just dont understand and it is getting me down.... alot.
i understand that he needs to feel secure with me, but i just scream take a chance on me!

sally, dont do it. you are better than that, you deserve better. dont let your being lonely and vulnerable pull your walls down. you deserve better. i love you!

work is piling up and i just never get ahead.... what i do accomplish i do well, and then there is always a pile that needs to be done. i hope i can buckle down today and get some extra done.