so i am still arguing with josh
i just want to slap him, but i dont
i look at pictures of when he was 2 and i know that was when he loved me
well, i know he loves me now too but it just drives me NUTS being his mom
he is such a freaking smarty pants and i am so sick of it all.
everything with him is an argument, everything with him is an i told you so

breathe deep.....

so i am wondering when i will tell jim that i am a crazy person and have a blog.... i will have to go thru it and delete all the posts with him in them and start sterile from here forward.... hmmm
me sterile.... what a concept.

earlier today i was near tears, i just feel like everything i do is a chore, is a job, is a huge project, is a headache.... everything.
nothing is easy.
i am sure it is all me, but that is the way i am feeling lately.