i sooo dont want to go to work today
the weekend was not long enough
but as the days go on, my responsibilities are diminishing.... thank god
really,laurel is moved and i just have to help her with a few loads to the church after next weekend.
i need to focus on where i live and make it more homey cause i walk in here and i hate it
i think i need to rearrange the furniture or something drastic like that
i want to be happy with it by the time thanksgiving rolls around. and i have 8 or 10 extra people in it... aah!
i would love to entertain more but who would i entertain really?

i am doing my hair curly today, i have not got the energy to make it straight and i know i wont see jim for a few days at this point anyway.
i cant wait for his daughter to sleep at her mom's again, i have no idea when it will be but i bet she will do it at least once in the next 30 days..... whoo hooo, something to look forward to. hopefully it wont be a school night, but most likely it will be :)

i am in a much better place, having seen jim for a good amount of time and was able to talk to him about 'things' and be reassured that he still wants me in his life and still thinks i am the cats meow... he did not use those words, i did. ;)