i am SO grouchy
my car cost me $400 and i still have over $850 in more work that has to be done on it
argh!!!
and josh is a pain in the ass
i had to punish him tonight and i stuck to my guns on it.
kept him from going to scouts
he was and is so rude to me and i just dont know what to do about it cause he does not respect what i have to say as authority
and i have not heard from jim
he is/has been at a reception for his friend who passed away
we emailed all morning till almost noon and then he went. i got a call from him around 3;30 telling me he had left the elks and was going to a friends house.... never heard back, left 2 msgs
i think i am most upset because if the mom took the kid, and he did not call me to be with him i will be pissed cause the mom has not taken the kid in pretty close to a month and this could be the last time for another month!
i am hoping he has her and is just asleep and if that is the case i wont be upset... but if i dont get to see him for weeks on end cause of this i will be pissed
i am ok with the relationship parameters most days but when it comes to the mother taking the kid.... i get testy.
she is so fucking lame
i cant believe it
i seriously think she took her overnight around a month ago and before that it was definitely weeks, not days.
well.... maybe i can see him for lunch sometime soon.....

anyway. .... i have had a few glasses of wine and i just dont even care anymore.
i am sure if he did not have his daughter he would call me .... no matter what time it was... cause that's how he rolls.
so i assume he is home with her asleep.

i am almost done with my nightly computer activities.... i check my mail, i go on facebook, i do my blog and then i read my blogs i follow....
then i will go to sleep.

i wish i had some wonderful poetic thing to say, but it is just not in me tonight... too much anger at josh and my car i think