busy crazy weekend
went to the lesson and then to the cemetery out in stafford
it is the 3 year anniversary of josh's dad passing away
we were arguing this morning but then he turned for the better and tried to make up with me after an argument
by the time we got to stafford it was like the teenage fueled feeling had extinguished themselves and we were friends again.
we sat for a while on the big steep hill that scott is buried on. josh of course did not have his coat so we sat huddled together. i asked him what he was thinking about and he said ... hugs.
i KNOW that it upset him beyond belief to not have given his dad one more hug before he left us.
he was glad that we went and we just sat there quietly and thought to ourselves. that is usually what we do when we go there.
after that i treated him (and me) to roy rogers, cause that one in vernon is the only one around here... we had to drive right by on the way home.
i had a chocolate milkshake and i feel like it was far too decadent and i should not have done it, oh well, too late.

just waiting now for 3:30 when josh has to be at the pasta dinner.... and will probably do some laundry in between.
jim is trying to arrange a date for us, but it is not looking good right now.
oh well, it will happen eventually. i am sure of it.