so i think i am ok today
i hope so at least
i am overworked and under a pile of paperwork that it seems will never go away
i still need to train nancy on some tasks and i never seem to have the time
mom has a cardiologist apt today, i hope that they will say she is ok

the pressure i am feeling from Friends and family asking how jim is and if i have met his daughter yet is mounting. i know no one means to add pressure but when 5 people ask in one day it seems on my end that i am feeling the pressure.
by the time i get to the last person of the day, my mood is not so sweet anymore and i tend to have a snappy attitude about it.

i must keep reminding myself we are both busy people, and it has only been..... almost 3 months.... wow.... i am going to officially invite him and his daughter to thanksgiving at my house, but who knows how that will land.

all i know is it is like when we first met and we never get to see each other and it SUCKS

josh and i got along pretty well last night... he is going camping this weekend and this will be good for him.
but i will be lonley i am sure.....