believe

another day of doing what needs to be done... not looking more than 48 hours ahead of myself so as not to overwhelm.
today josh and i went to shad derby, a festival in my home town to celebrate a fishing derby, really just an excuse for a big party and parade.
by the end of the day (about 4pm) i was ready to toss him back to grammy's house, he tends to get on my nerves when we are together alot.
as do most people :)
last night my friend jean and i sang our very first karaoke songs.... wow, what a trip.
i have always said i have never wanted to use a mic ever in my life and i ruined that little goal for myself last night.... it was the oddest feeling i have ever experienced i think. :)
tomorrow i am going to get to see the new man in my life for the first time in over a week and i just cant wait. something about him just make it 'easy' to like him and 'easy' to deal with all the stuff he has to deal with. i can honestly say that i miss him and i really cant wait to see him tomorrow. he has been in chicago for a business trip since late friday and forgot to pack his phone charger so we have not spoken since he landed on friday afternoon.
ya know, i have no reason to believe or not believe anything this man says to me, but i chose to believe him
it is just that way.....
i really feel deep down that this is the beginning of something pretty cool.... cant wait to see where it leads.