ouch

my head hurts from hitting brick walls
my new guy just emailed me to say that his flight out of chicago that was supposed to be at 11 has been switched to 5...so the day we were going to spend together is gone now.
although this sucks, for some reason i can deal with it. for some reason something is telling me to just roll with it, it wont be like this for long.
i really miss seeing him and talking to him (he does not have his phone charger and it has been dead since friday night)
i know that when we finally do see each other again it will be great but it just seems like that will never happen.
i am off to church now, whoo hoo... can you tell i dont want to go?
well, it is a beautiful day, maybe i can go for a walk or something .....