i am sad. i was going to go see scott tonight but he had to do something important with his son. i dont know what to think right now. i really like him and he says he really likes me too and wants to be with me but the lack of phone calls and texts and emails is getting to me. i know he is busy and has alot on his mind but i want to get some of his attention too.
i dont want to be sad.... this is not what i planned.

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ok here is it an hour and a half later and scott called about 10 minutes after i wrote this and we just got off the phone.
i prayed to god thanking him, there is something about this man.... i dont know what it is. i like to think of it as a magnetic light of some sort that is shining between us and it is keeping us illuminated and pulling together at the same time.....
could this be 'the one'? hmmmm