i got a few comments today, not posted here but friends who had concerns or questions. i am fine. dont worry. i am going slow.
i cannot tell you why i dont just give up on this guy.... but there is something there that makes me stick around. little things.
i am certainly not in over my head here. and i dont see him enough to be consumed by him.
there is just something about him that makes me not want to give it up just yet. i somehow feel that it is worth my wait.
i may be totally wrong here. i may waste alot of time... but i hope not.
in the mean time i am able to focus on josh and my mom.
no it is not the type of relationship i wanted in my head, but it has the potential to be....
i know i probably sound stupid for staying with him for now.... but it is just what seems to fit in my head right now.
i dont know why, it just does.
i am in no rush, i have time, i can see how this pans out for now. in my head it seems that all will be revealed soon, like in a weeks time or so.... i think i can give it another week.
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