this is so freakin fun i cant tell you.
the whole weirdness has worn off and now i dont worry about responding to people or not responding.
the couple guys i am talking to and am going to meet are absolutely polar opposites. one is very kind and soft spoken and kinda sexy talking European older man who i am very interested to meet. he has been online dating for 2 years though. the other is a really nice guy who we have several connections already, very funny to talk to, very creative but lives much further away. i am looking forward to meeting him in person as well. he just started 3 weeks ago.
the rest are all just email and some are very hard to 'talk' to.
it is nice to have a choice. it is nice to have a few people who are looking to meet me and get to know me.
it is like a part time job though keeping up with emails websites text messages and phone calls.... keeps me on my toes, this juggling act of mine.
but i have to say i am really happy and i have not thought of freakin whats his name (my ex) in a couple days... really.... a couple days without a thought of the man in my head.... i never thought i would see the day.
i thought i would wallow in the corner thinking nothing good would ever come my way again. and here we are just mere days from the last wallowing and i am like a new person.
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