during this time that i am giving to getting to know this new man in my life i find that i am continuing to grow as an individual. i am still learning about my likes and dislikes. i am still learning my threshold of pain, endurance, things that i will put up with from others.
i am learning that i am a pretty nice person and i do have friends who are not just there for me when i am down but also just every day. i have people that i have met that i can relate to and share thoughts and experiences withand they treat me as an equal.
the sad part of all of this is that i had these things all along i just could not see them because i was caught up.
i definitely do not feel caught up right now. i feel as though i am enjoying myself and going at a pace that is natural to me.
freakin whats his name has nothing on this new relationship, it seems much more real than what i was experiencing before.
the creativity and depth of this person is making me look deep as well.
seems odd but true. i am so glad that i am continuing to grow in this process. and even though i am growing i am still enjoying a really great guy too.
who knows where this will lead, i have no idea, but the connections were too much to ignore. i had to give it a try. give it a chance. give it some time.
who knows what is around the corner .......
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