new

this new relationship seems so comfortable. not sure if it is the combination of the two people involved or if i am more calm and laid back this time. not sure.
it is odd to have it be so comfortable and easy ... so soon.
he has to drive miles and miles to see me and he still wants to.... so i guess that in itself could speak volumes with the price of gas today.
i am going to see him again tonight and i am looking forward to it.
it is just really comfortable.... and i think.... that comfortable might be what i was looking for.

i still have my memberships but am not talking to anyone, i still think it is funny to look at who is contacting me, where they are from (some really far away in the US) and their likes and dislikes. i just looked at one who wanted my income to be $100,000..... way to shoot for the starts buddy!
i feel that i will be cancelling very soon, i just want to give this one a bit more time. i am afraid that after a week or so it might all unravel and then i will not have the option to fall back on because i cancelled the memberships.

i do have a very good feeling about this one though. i dont know if it is because i am ready or because he makes it easy to like him.
but so far so good.....