back on track

ugh.... work
i dont want to go in... but i know that this week, as all weeks do lately, will fly by before i know it
and i will soon be faced with another weekend to fill, because i think the professor is going away this weekend :(
oh well, i am sure i will keep busy , i always do.
josh is here this week but that is it, after sunday he will be gone most of the summer, minus about 3 days.... i am gearing up for him being gone, and missing him, and worrying about him and keeping myself busy all summer.
i am sure i will, with my band of friends that i have around me.

i am still peaceful, still breezy, still status quo. i am not arguing and not wondering why. things dont seem to bother me much these days... well, josh does, but that is about it.
i have my counselor today, that will be interesting.
tomorrow i have court in mass and then josh has a hair cut (thank god) after work.
i am going for a walk with patrick's wendy on wednesday... and honestly that is all i can remember of my schedule this week... and that is ok. i dont fret quite as much anymore. i think i will start to fret as college gets closer and then once he is there i will be ok.

wondering what i will eat today.... not alot in the fridge that is prepared atkins stuff.... i will figure it out.... just need to get back on track with it... it will take me a couple days but i can do it.