so once again my week has turned hectic without me even paying attention, i remembered that i have a jewelry party this saturday night... which i have to get prepared for.
i have a hair apt sat am.... josh wants me to bring his bass and amp to r.i. this weekend which might be tough.
i have to be out of the office friday for court in mass and i have to get moving on the bank statement plus continue to interview for dianes position and keep up on my daily work as well.
AND it is already tuesday!
my house is a mess and i need to clean
my love life is a mess and i need to clean that too :)
well, my plan is to stay home tonight to work on my house and maybe get to bed early... dont know if it will happen but i will try.
i sent out two contact emails last night on yahoo but no replies... i think i need to give this shit up.
just not getting a reply is frustrating enough.
i am not sad anymore, or at least today.... just stressed and confused by it all.
there really should be no need to look for someone, yes you might need to put yourself out there but you should not have to try so hard.
it should not be so hard to fall in love.
i think the ones i am choosing dont really want love they want dates or friends or just sex but i am not sure if i have run across one that really wants love.
and i have yet to speak to the professor but i am not sure that will happen this week or not... i have to be up to that conversation.... and right now i can tell you that i am not.
i am not up for much... except maybe another hour of sleep :)
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