wow i was so freaking tired last night, i passed out almost immediately
i need to go to bed earlier :)
went to the concert last night in enfield
joe was supposed to call to meet but never did
gary was going to the show
ray has my number and has not called yet
and donald never replied to my last email
now the fact that i took my profile down again should not have anything to do with it because i had my profile down most of the last few weeks and the professor and i have been emailing just fine.... but if he chose to look at my profile it would not be there, but it did not matter to him because he knew why i took it down
but these guys might look for the profile and see that it is down and rather than question me about it, they just decide,.... assume.... that i am not interested.
well, if they jump to conclusions that fast then who needs them
i really think things happen for a reason in the time that they happen
i feel it was meant to be that something happen to snap both myself and the professor out of it so we know what is going on here between us
i think maybe these people are not contacting me so that i dont get too confused again.
i think i started emailing again so that i could be sure that the professor is the one i want to focus on right now in my life
i think putting my profile back up helped the professor realize that he has to step it up a bit to keep me
and i think if the professor cant step it up and take me out and give me more contact then i will know he is not the one for me.
as it stands i have emailed him but he has not replied.... but he said he would call me today when he gets home and i believe that he will.
in the mean time i certainly have enough to keep me busy, josh is going off to tadma today, i have 5 loads of laundry in the dryers and we will go over and fold it in about 15 minutes
then i told mom i would bring her to the vegetable stand
if donald does contact me maybe i will go on a bike ride with him... but if not i certainly have enough paperwork and crap to do around here today.
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